hannah’s blog

Hang in there

I need to hang in there

because

I can’t stand this place

Im getting sucked into the horror

I need to get out

I FEEL LIKE IM TRAPPED

I need to be free

I cant survive my time has come

I need to leave

I forgive what you’ve longed to forgoteen

I forgot what I forgave

Left me  alone here

In this dreaded place

I call my home

I cant do this anymore

I cant fake another smile

I cant live anorher lie

There is no happiness here

None at all

I go to bed

And hope I will never wake up

Just so I don’t have to be in this place anymore

Hate

Betrayel

Stored inside

I cut

I bleed

It stings

I still feel trapped

Walls closing in my breath slowing down

I have no chance to be anything if I saty here

I need to be free

I NEED TO ACOMPLISH MY DREAMS

I keep getting sucked

Pulled

Pushed

Trampled

While im here

I cant stand this anymore

I cant get rid of my tears

My words are filled with hate

My voice growels with fear

My friends become enemies

My enemies become friends

My dream was to be happy

My dream was to be free

My dream is

A myth

My dream will never come true here

I cant fake another smile

I cant live another lie

I need to be free

I need to be living my dream

One day I will

Sometime in maybe the next life time

But one day

The tears from eyes will have dried

The cuts on my arm will be gone

The smile on my face will be real

But that day is no were near

I just need to hang in there

And have no fear,