hannah’s blog

Hang in there

I need to hang in there

because

I can’t stand this place

Im getting sucked into the horror

I need to get out

I FEEL LIKE IM TRAPPED

I need to be free

I cant survive my time has come

I need to leave

I forgive what you’ve longed to forgoteen

I forgot what I forgave

Left me  alone here

In this dreaded place

I call my home

I cant do this anymore

I cant fake another smile

I cant live anorher lie

There is no happiness here

None at all

I go to bed

And hope I will never wake up

Just so I don’t have to be in this place anymore

Hate

Betrayel

Stored inside

I cut

I bleed

It stings

I still feel trapped

Walls closing in my breath slowing down

I have no chance to be anything if I saty here

I need to be free

I NEED TO ACOMPLISH MY DREAMS

I keep getting sucked

Pulled

Pushed

Trampled

While im here

I cant stand this anymore

I cant get rid of my tears

My words are filled with hate

My voice growels with fear

My friends become enemies

My enemies become friends

My dream was to be happy

My dream was to be free

My dream is

A myth

My dream will never come true here

I cant fake another smile

I cant live another lie

I need to be free

I need to be living my dream

One day I will

Sometime in maybe the next life time

But one day

The tears from eyes will have dried

The cuts on my arm will be gone

The smile on my face will be real

But that day is no were near

I just need to hang in there

And have no fear,

 ”The past is never dead, it’s not even past”. This is a qoute Mrs. H gave us in English. She asked us to reflect on it so here’s my reflection. I think this quote is saying that the past has already happened but it still comes up in everyday life and if we don’t stick up for what’s right we (society) what happened back then will happen again maybe it just being a little fight with friends or maybe something much bigger like a war or something so terrible if we don’t change our ways it will happen again. I think this quote is also saying that the past is already there, you can’t forget what’s happened but you can move on. If you don’t move on you won’t do anything in life, but if we forget completely about what has happened were are liable to make the same mistakes and ruin our relationships,society, or Nation. I think this quote is related to what happened in Germany with the Nazis because it is the past, but if we discriminate by race,or religon we could end up in the same predicament.I think this quote is just warning us to be careful with our actions, stay true to our beliefs, and treat others with respect no matter what the differences are.  

 When I walked in the class and his bullitin bored was cleared I knew something was wrong. Everyone in life have people they admire or someone who has made a significant impact in there life. For me that person is Mr. R. I have had three teachers in my life that I have been influenced by and impressed by..Mr. R falls rite in there. When I heard he had resigned I had to fight to hold back tears, as I looked around the crouded commons I could tell each and every one of his students were touched immensley by, to me one of the best teachers of all time. Mr. R wasnt just a teacher he was a friend. He always had a smile on his face and normally a light colored sweater vest. He is an amazing person and I cant believe he’s no longer here, he understands what it’s like to be a teen, wanting to be a part of the group but still wanting your individuality. If it wasnt for him I still would be the stuck up, selfish, thoguthless person I was. He made us look at the wrold around us and to really care. He made us want to care want to help want to be a part of society even though I still don’t get what the real meaning of society is.Before Mr.R I never thoguht about laborers  and what they go through till Mr.R made us write a poem on them and you know what, Im so glad he did, he told us we need to be aware of the world around us and how fast it’s changing. Mr.R is the best teacher I have ever had. He tought me how to care, he tought me how actions and words matter and we can make a change in this world we just have to want to and we have to want to help and we have to care he tought me that life is a like a trek and you will never figure it out, you just got to go with the flow. He is the only teacher who tought me how to think, think for myself, think about whats good vs. evil, whats society,what are friends and whats life. He may not have tought from the curriculum but he tought from his heart. I ve never been so tocuhed by a teacher until I met Mr.R. He tought us that writting is partly exspressing. We should be able to exspress ourselves no matter what..so why is he being punished? He also tought us that you cant judge or you can but you shouldn’t tell your 100% sure your judging for the right reasons, dont judge Mr.R I did when he first came, and I still hold that judgement of that different man who takes life by the reins and sometimes is about to fall on but can pull himself up, I know he will. I just wish he was still here. He said our blogs were a school project but just becasue he’s gone doesnt mean Im gonna stop blogging.  He changed me for the good I feel, he tought me how to speak up for myself  he also changed my enclosed view of the world. He did all this in 7 months. If any of you ever get the chance to have Mr.R as a teacher take everyone of his lessons into condideration and reallly think becasue there’s a life message in everything he say. This man is remarkable  he tought me about the stuff I wanted to learn about and im soooo mad hes gone words cant even explain ho let down I feel. I know he didnt want to leave us he just had to. Smoetimes in life god stes up hard obstacles for you to over come but we all no Mr. R knows that and we all know he’s strong and smart enough to get through this. Forever Mr.R will be held very close in my heart.Intrepid:resolutely fearless; dauntless:No cry babiesif any of u agree with this. please comment.